Overflowing with I- just- can't- even's and utter exhaustion
I am exhausted. In pretty much every definition of the word. Physically Mentally Emotionally Spiritually Every day I feel like I accomplish 3 tasks to have 7 more added to my plate. I'm so proud of myself for getting my to do list done to only then realize that it was only the tip of the ice berg. Let me give you an example. I left school on Friday feeling great about surviving the first week. I told myself that I was ready for week two, that things were great. I cleaned my whole house on Saturday (I'm talking dishes, laundry, I even MOPPED my floors people.) I went to the grocery store. Sunday afternoon I was feeling really great about myself. Then I got my weekly school email and realized that I have like 10 million things I had forgot about and was not nearly as prepared as I had convinced myself. To summarize I went from, Wow I am doing so great! to, Wow I forgot so many things! In the past few weeks I have found myself having to say over and over again, I just can&#